Angela Tian Do I really know what I am doing? Do I want to do it? Or do I think I want to do it? Emotion is complex. Maybe that is what I want. Or maybe that is what I think I want. But do I really know what I truly desire? Few do. There are good reasons for me to take action. I may feel good in the future. But the present me does not want to. It is an excuse for laziness. Or, that is what I feel. What I feel is my feeling. I can’t argue against feeling. Intelligent is confusing. I think I want to do it, for happiness in the future. But I can have pleasure now. What are the reasons to wait until the future? Why am I gambling certainty with uncertainty? Should I enjoy the future, or should I enjoy the present? Future will one day become present. If I know I can have it now, why do I postpone it to the future? For a better one? Thousands of reasons discourage me, but only one reason is needed for action. Vice versa. What should I do? Do I really know what I am doing? | 